I, as everyone else with a drop of humanity, went to bed numb once again. The senseless hate filled violence experienced yesterday in Paris and no doubt countless unmentioned other places has rocked my foundation. Words are not enough but I I have no other response but to try and be more human myself, be more kind-hug my family and friends more, smile at and help strangers. I will move today, trying to remember there is more light than darkness, more love than hate in the world. Knowing though, I might have to carry my own lantern for a while to see it.